YOU MONSTER!!!Great chapter like always but you know...stuff, Marcus still being the best character in my opinion.Have a nice day :)

Forced into an unfamiliar situation, it is natural to be scared, nervous, or panic.  These though could end up making the situation worse as it distracts from clearer thinking.  And when the emotions start to run high...   He may have been asking for it, but that is no reason to neglect him and brush him off, he has feelings too after all.  In the end reality is often found by looking deeper than face value, in order to challenge how you perceive a situation, sometimes though one may need help, but most often others will just ignore you or shove you away.  The importance of feeling like others care about you, but that also requires them knowing when to loosen their grip too, ese that care becomes controlling.  Familiarity and taking things for granted can cause loss of awareness and naivety about situations and upcoming situations, when they are something that was not expected.  The smallest things may slip form our grasp that others can use to twist and manipulate.  Tell the truth and don't hide, but only after the hurt stops, otherwise the pain may grow the longer a situation is allowed to linger, because in distress bad choices stand to be made.  Sometimes though there are impasses, and that is where the gravest mistakes are made if it is not broken up to let them cool off.  Doing things behind others backs is reprehensible, but in extreme cases may need to be done if there is no way forwards. but never should it be done in spite or ill intent.  After such horrendous pain, a person who cares about may very well close themselves off, and start believing that it is all their own fault, and that there is no one who will help them, this only stands to drive the issue further without breaks, unless some form of logic manages to overcome the intense emotions.

How can I say all this? I've lived through it DOZENS of times.  I have feelings too, including happiness, depression, anxiety, bewilderment, frustration, and contemplative, and people seem to forget that ALOT.  It does not give anyone the right to bully others or shut them out when they know nothing about the circumstances, or even more continual harassment and stalking.  There is nothing more frustrating then not being able to defend yourself, and that is where fight or flight may kick in, but now you don't know where to go.  I arbore double standards and denial of accountability.  It only serves to increase aggravation, and perpetuate the cycle of negative emotions.

I have my guilt, I have my shame, but where is everyone else's???

Save him, save him from himself, but not his situation, not easily anyway.  Being self aware is important.  Being aware of how others feel is important.  Being aware of how what you do would make others feel is important.  None of us are that special or exempt, just because of a perceived status or title.  There is doing the easy thing and doing the right thing.  Often times the right thing is the hardest because we don't want to accept it or face it.  So instead we try to make shortcuts or excuses to lie to ourselves or others.

I am and never will be an exception to any of these faults, but I have a right to own up to my own actions.

Noooo joiplay is gone I can't read this anymore:,(

Thanks for changing the music UWU